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On saturday i went to the District Choir Aufitions. I had thought i messed up big and was forever mad at myself. Untill that night when the call came that i made it with 189 out of 200. I was the second highest score for sopranos. First was my friend with 190. But yes, He was there aswell and spoke a few words that really werent starting a conversation. I was like, 'ok maybe monday' so it came. He raimed silent and distant from me. Now it seems i can not bare the pain that lies within. I know he knows now. But i want to know....its his turn. It took alot of courage to hand him my note least he could do is hand me one.....but no......what lies

Today was a silent disater. If you were with me the whole day you would have suspenced that my day was fine as every other. But inside i was falling apart. It was blantly obvious that he'd read the note. He was treating my differently. He wouldnt even walk by me much less talk to me without me speaking first. And all i ever say is 'hello' and 'goodbye'. My friend was exzactly acting herself on the phone either so that made me go into this depression thing now that i've really thought about it. I wish he'd tell me so i dont have to guess. It was really hard for me to tell him so he needs to let me know something! anything. he shouldnt be afrai

I gave him a note yesterday telling him i liked him alot. But as he began to open it some kid dashed past and swiped it from his hands. Noones knows who or why but thats not the point. So, last night i had rewritten it saying it almost exzactly as before. Then after school i gave it to him so that i wouldnt hear anything else that day if it was words i did not want to hear. Now i sit here worried and scared of what tomarrow may bring. But i am glad, no matter whats said tomarrow, that i wrote that note and handed it to him. He may or may not have read it by now but what he says will be frightning for me. Like i've said before, i had a hunch t